One Hundred and One Things.

  1. My name is Paulie. Not Paulieana, Paulina. Just Paulie.
  2. I’m 17.
  3. I’m afraid of the dark, broken hearts, water, being alone, hallucinating, life, etc.
  4. I’m really awwk.
  5. I have the best boy friend ever. He’s amazing.
  6. Ceasar Salad is my favorite.
  7. I can’t go a day without wearing sweaters.
  8. I don’t trust anyone; I know everyone says that, but really, I don’t.
  9. I have daddy issues.
  10. I hate showing my feelings.
  11. Sobriety since May 13th 2011.
  12. I’ve never met my best friend.
  13. I’ve only been in love once.
  14. I hate shopping, it depresses me.
  15. I speak french fluently.
  16. My favorite TV channel was Discovery Health, now it’s been replaced by Oprah; I don’t really watch TV anymore.
  17. I’m self-conscience, more than anyone I know.
  18. I still have every song JM ever gave to me.
  19. I push everyone away.
  20. I’m afraid of myself.
  21. I’m ADD.
  22. I’m sad.
  23. I’m afraid to go to bed.
  24. I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up.
  25. I want to start stretching my ears.
  26. I hate when people compliment me; I always think they are lying.
  27. I know who I want to marry. We’ve only talked once or twice.
  28. One of my toe is named Tweety Bird. He keeps me company. LOVE OUR LORD.
  29. I pretend that I’m confident.
  30. I love being called “kid” or “kiddo” by certain people.
  31. I’m overly dramatic.
  32. Complicated.
  33. Over-bearing.
  34. My mom’s laughter makes me sad.
  35. I wish I was the kid that my parents deserve.
  36. I’m a terrible sister.
  37. I live for my brother. Literally.
  38. I’m only good at making people laugh.
  39. I wish I had a ton of make-up and hair products.
  40. Long hair<3.
  41. Eminem is my life.
  42. I have a werid taste in music. I like everything from Bright Eyes to Eminem to Bring Me the Horizon to Sublime.
  43. I watched the fourth Pirates of the Caribbean yesterday. I haven’t seen the first, second, or third ones. LOVE OUR LORD.
  44. I say “Love Our Lord” instead of “LOL”.
  45. I talk to myself.
  46. I’m an addict.
  47. I’m not directly affectionate.
  48. I talk about him like he puts the stars in the sky.. if only he knew.
  49. I like to write.
  50. ADTR’s new album is seriously the story of my life right now.
  51. It takes me like two seconds to learn a song.
  52. I hate everyone.
  53. I hate when people try to get in my business. Hop off.
  54. Me and the person I  hate have everything in common :/.
  55. I hate the beach.
  56. I like glitter.
  57. I want blue eyes.
  58. I have the bladder of a kitten. 
  59. I have a thing for forearms.
  60. I wish I was creative.
  61. Singers<3.
  62. DRUMERS<33.
  63. I love big hugs.
  64. Upsidedown kisses.
  65. Playing with hands.
  66. I like green and purple, but most of all; pink.
  67. Iced Tea<3.
  68. My life is one giant awkward moment.
  69. I believe in ghosts.
  70. I want to make a difference.
  71. I want a perfect body.
  72. I get jealous way too easily.
  73. My hero is named Jessica.
  74. I’m scared of my great grampa dying. I love him so much.
  75. I hate the cold, but want to live in Chicago or something.
  76. People watching is so much fun.
  77. I check Post Secret every Sunday.
  78. I love LifeTime movies.
  79. & the shitty paperbacks at gas stations and grocery stores.
  80. I love giraffes and elephants.
  81. Hands around my waist gives my butterflies.
  82. I wanna be carefree.
  83. I need to follow my own advice.
  84. I do the best I can to ruin what I have.
  85. I’m not ready to be left.
  86. I was born in Utah.
  87. I love the rain.
  88. I care too much.
  89. I crack myself up.
  90. Kid Cudi<3.
  91. When I’m alone, I overthink.
  92. When I cry, I listen to sad music to make myself feel worse.
  93. I appreciate everything my mom has done for me.
  94. My hamster died. I still cry sometimes. RIP joe sanchez.
  95. I love the movie Edward Scissor hands.
  96. I don’t usually remember movies after I watch them.
  97. I love going to thrift stores.
  98. I’m perfect~
  99. I sleep with my teddy everynight.
  100. I’m a sarcastic little fuck.
  101. I LOVE mixing the corn and pudding from Kids Cuisines together. It’s so yummy.. :|.

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